OO aaa Content !

Friday 24 July 2009 at 8:56 pm Hi .. I know.. 9 months.... Sorry.. Will you ever forgive me?? *pets her website* Good boy :) Anyways Today I have decided to let my friend Ivan be a co blogger.. Co? Yes Co.. (Continued)

The Flame

Friday 05 December 2008 at 11:56 pm How come I relate to the flame in the song, The Flame by The Black Keys. This song makes my body tingle.. Makes me feel sensual. Beyond belief. The rushes of adrenhine. Strong emotions, real emotions. simple desires. Even simpler pleasures. Dancing around, careful do not tough.

Oh how sad am I! To be dreaming up my own hearts demise. Pleasure out of pain so seems I like. Once thoughts of fun have turned dim.. I can't be the flame. I can not win.

No I want to guard my heart! Lock it up for all eternity. My secrets safe inside. Who needs to be free? Who needs to breathe? Who needs to feel? Who needs to be real...

I know how hard curiousity pulls. God it pulls.. Seems busting, Locked away. A daily battle in which I stray. I try so hard to be so wrong. I just want to be wrong. I don't want to play these games. I don't want to feel this way! How come I am the only one? Why don't you share the blame? Its not a fair burden persay.

I am still tingling. But not in the same way... I am wroght with pain and complexing emtions. I read to much I see to less. I feel to strongly, I hurt not enough. Poor Jess, Poor poor Jess. Its all in your mind its all in your face. What do you mean?! Why did you say? The Flame? I want to be the flame... I want everything that comes with the flame, even the pain.

I want to be the flame.

After writing this I now understand how absolutely no one gets me...

Oh Yeah..

Thursday 04 December 2008 at 5:29 pm Deep breathes. Long thoughts. Small looks. Big fascinations. (Continued)

Story Time

Sunday 23 November 2008 at 08:32 am Hey world.. I really want to get back into roll playing.. Yes I do. And I have some great story ideas... Now all I need are some people to play with !! :( I have a few story Idea's floating around.. Mostly fantasy. Ok all fantasy. Problem is, I really don't know what I am doing. It's been forever since I actually roll played, I know I had a blast back then! I liked doing it in real life, as apposed to chat, but I am willing to start a online thing till I make more friends around here. Hmmm Whats a girl to do... I thought I almost could get back into it, with my friend Sam but we didn't get much past the actual planning stage. SO If you are cool and want to hang out with me a few times a week playing around in some fantasy story Please feel free to email me. @idellphanyhotmail.com or one of my other email's I know I have about 20.. sorry..

Calling all geeks!

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Where....

Saturday 22 November 2008 at 6:12 pm With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
Where is my mind ... (Continued)